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Adam shook his head. He looked out again at the landscape and pointed at another
building. “That one over there. What’s that?”
“That is the Tallo Being Research Institute.”
“Bean Research? Why would genues be doing bean research?”
“Adam, I said Be-ing Research. We are making tremendous progress in understanding
our intellectual identity—what it means to have consciousness, to have a
time perspective, what constitutes ‘self.’”
The old man sighed and spoke with great effort. “That kind of speculation
used to be left to philosophers.”
“Oh, our studies are much more empirical. The scientists in the field have
developed standard units of measurement for cognition. And they’ve come
up with some interesting concepts such as ‘coincident awareness frame’
and ‘rational acceptance threshold.’”
Adam held up his hand feebly to interrupt the discourse. “It sounds exciting,
Murl. But…” He took several short, small breaths, then uttered softly, “But
I’m too tired to think about it.” A dull pain coursed through the
old man’s body and a dizziness flashed through his head.
“Take me to my bed,” he urged. “I’ve got to rest.”
The genue obliged and Adam slept for several hours.
When he awoke he was cold and numb. He called out, “Murl, Raffy.”
They came to his side.
Adam’s gaunt and wrinkled face quivered as his head turned so that his
eyes could gaze upon the genues. He labored to talk. “I don’t feel
so hot. I don’t think I’ll see another sunrise, guys. Probably not
even another sunset.”
Murl communicated internally with Raffy on the GenLink. “This is not good.”
“Is there nothing we can do to prevent his further deterioration?”
Raffy asked over the radio link.
“No. There is no science for that.”
“It causes me great sadness.”
Murl stared into Raffy’s eyes. “And me.”
Raffy grasped the old man’s hand and said, “I… that is, the entire
world, will mourn your death.”
Adam’s shriveled lips moved imperceptibly. “My death is nothing.
Everything dies.”
Murl studied his friend to imbed his image in his mind. “We will mourn
the loss of your friendship. But we also grieve because you will not see the future—the
great things that will happen. We want you to see what we will see.”
“No one can see all of the future,” answered Adam. “I saw the
future that my parents didn’t, and they saw the future that their parents
didn’t. We may have all hoped for immortality. But most of us realized we
were finite beings mortally trapped in time between two infinities. Only the soul
has a chance to live on.”
“Soul?” puzzled Murl. “For all the years I have lived and all
the books I have read, that still is not a concept I can understand.”
Adam stared past the genues. “There was never a consensus of what it meant.
Many believed that each person had a soul; that it was a spiritual thing. In my
youth I found that notion hard to understand.” He sighed again, then continued
slowly. “Later, my friend Hope shared with me a different perspective. She
believed that the soul wasn’t some other-world spirit, but rather a kind
of shared cultural essence. She thought that the thing we called ‘self’
was a carrier of part of that essence. That each of us was a fragment, and reflection…
and extension, of that one soul. Over time, I came to understand what she meant.”
“Only one soul? Where did it come from?” asked Murl.
“I suppose it arose when the human animal first developed a self awareness
and consciousness. And it grew with each generation, with memories passed on…with
the advancement of culture. It became an ethos, a dynamic consciousness, a social
morality. That single soul was shared for thousands of years by billions of people.
It ran like a thread through each person, through each unique self.”
Murl spoke. “In a sense then, the consciousness of the first human has
spanned a million years growing along the way… and you are that first man seeing
the world through the last man’s eyes.”
Adam smiled and nodded.
“But that soul does not end with your death,” Murl said.
“I know that now,” Adam said.
“In us you have captured the human intellectual essence… without the biological
mechanisms that flawed your own existence. And just as each person carried the
lore, the hopes, the visions of your ancestors, so will genues carry them. You
are reborn in us. You have become us… just as we had become you.”
“Yes,” came the weak voice.
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